I hate sexual functioning questionnaire.

又到了倒數計時的時候
離開西雅圖只剩下幾個禮拜
如果在離開之前
可以跟你出去玩 看一場電影
我就沒有遺憾啦

不過你應該不想

不想就拉倒
等我去東岸你再好好的想念我

Just a movie, just one night. I promise I won't touch you. I promise I won't cry. I just want to be with you one more night. It can be anything. We don't have to go to a movie or dinner. We can just stay home and watch tv. I just want to be with you one more night.

Ok. That's not totally true. I want to be with you and I want to hold you all night. I also want to cry all night long, so I won't cry anymore before I leave. I want to be with you and I want to be weak. I want to be the girl staying because she likes someone here. I want to be weak. I want to be dependant. I want to be taken care of. I want to be spoiled. I want to be spoiled by you.

I am selfish. I want you to like me still. But not too much. I don't want you to get hurt.

I like you. You are the best I've ever had. You make me really happy. (Although you break my heart once. I don't think I will get well in one year. I will just go there mourning about all this.)